Mysterious World

What hurts you
the most
Is it pain
life
or death
The scream of an
child getting
raped by life
Waking up after
too much whisky
& wine
Finding your parents
murdered on the
carpet floor
Black people with
guns next to
there cock
Catching your love-one
with an other-one
Feeling transparent in
this mysterious world
An gun against 
your head
An sharp knife
in your back
No sunlight on
an raining day
Walking around with
an death unborn child
Getting lost in the wilderness
all alone
& scared


My eyes are
blurry
My hands are
cold
Please get me
out of here
I don't want to
be old