Hallway To Nowhere

My second finished painting.

"Hallway To Nowhere" December 2011

The Indians Are Still Alive

This is my first finished painting.

"The Indians Are Still Alive" December 2011

Treasure

Life comes

& life goes

Seads are planted

& the flowers grow

Citys are ruled

by the rich

In every bar

you can find

one big bitch

The green forest is shrinking

towns are getting bigger

& bigger

Each day more

& more people

are getting sicker

Only the blind have

the possibility to

read the mind

The most expensive treasure

is hidden at an place

that no-one can find

We have came

by big wooden

ships

To see this land

this new land

They can only understand

by reading our lips

The little child

in the back is waving

with her left-hand

We were defeated on

the big sea

Defeated by

the evil lordships

We came to

your homeland

To ask for help

& care from

your Lord

I will neal down

for him

here in the sand

He will get gold

& silver as reward 

I’ve stolen more

of it than

I can expand

Also he will get

one beautiful

shipyard

 -No

Wind Hose

Walls make us

blind

Blind for the

outside

We are hiding

on places no-one

will ever find

Curtains seperates us

from the deathly

black night

We can’t win

this game without

an fight

On this planet here

one can only life

when the other one died

lock the door

& close the window

There is an storm

on his way

It will be

one big wind hose

Scared Little Girl

The scared little girl

grabs my hand

& whispers in

my ear

We can’t go anywhere

we can’t get out

of here

Stuck in this dark room

until our bodys

disappear

No my girl

no my child

Don’t be scared

I’ll get you

back in to

the wild

Mysterious World

What hurts you
the most
Is it pain
life
or death
The scream of an
child getting
raped by life
Waking up after
too much whisky
& wine
Finding your parents
murdered on the
carpet floor
Black people with
guns next to
there cock
Catching your love-one
with an other-one
Feeling transparent in
this mysterious world
An gun against 
your head
An sharp knife
in your back
No sunlight on
an raining day
Walking around with
an death unborn child
Getting lost in the wilderness
all alone
& scared


My eyes are
blurry
My hands are
cold
Please get me
out of here
I don't want to
be old

Spirit of the Unknown

I need you
like the flower
need the rain


Filling up the empty
space in your mind
I can find places
you'll never find
I can make your
eyes go blind
They call me the
spirit of the unknown
Or an forgotten
wishful clone
I'm older than
the oldest stone
Your the one
I'll make my own
I'll do everything for you
even break my cheekbone
When the end comes near
I'll die alone
At the end of the
day its all about
her


The slow-train to death
is waiting for me
I only have to hop on
& take the ride
The trip to the
other side

Savior

Let's fuck the pain

away my love

This time I'll

be above

We will fuck the

night away until

we fly like an dove

Taking acid all

nightlong

You can't stop me

I'm too strong

If you think you are

better than me I can

assure you that

you are wrong

Let's make this

our night

& our song

With drugs we can

expand our body

& our mind

Open doors we've

never opened before

My knowledge is

broad as an

bookstore

Let me take all

your pain away

I'm your savior

My Dear old Friend

Death my dear
old friend
Please tell
us when
When is this horrible
life going to end
Could you start by
killing all the madmen
After that could you
please murder my girlfriend
I'm sick of feeling her
skin against mine at night
again & again
I would set her body
on fire it would
be an godsend
We'll dance the ring
of fire just please
tell us when
The death is
our bookend


Sweep the wooden
floor
Sweep it good
We have to get
rid of all the blood


We life
we die
We laugh
we cry
Death not
ends it


Please let me die
before the end
of time
Mother please
don't cry
It's all for the best
it has to be
this way
I don't want an funeral
& I don't want an grave
Just read my words
& you'll know why

Pregnant

We are just waiting

for the better days

Will they ever

come

Just keep praying

laying down

on the driveways

Girls getting pregnant

wile using an condom

When they get fucked

in the bathroom

of an old cafe

Cheerleaders already have

an child before they leave

there dorm

Isn't it great

to die on

the highway

They will never

find you in

the sandstorm

Sunrise

I want to die at 
the age of twenty-seven
That's five years
from now
No I don't want to
die in an house
or an wagon
I want to die in
an open field
Won't try to kill
myself with an weapon
I'll just stop
breathing
Let my flesh get
eaten by an lyon
Let the birds eat
out my eyes
Please let me die
with an smile
At dawn just
before sunrise

The Cop

We'll cross
the border
The deathly
border of life
There giving us
the stopping order
You'll have to
kill us to stop
Alright I'll kill you
said the officer
your nobody
& no-one
knows you
An bight light
came from my gun
I've killed the cop


Mad men flying
trough the air
I'm dying of
horrible pain
but no-one seems
to care

Hurting

It hurts me that
you weren't here
I could not be
complete without
you near
Now I have to wait
for an other year
I thought we
were friends
You didn't call me
or even left me a note
But as we all know
every good thing ends
Now I see the most
important are
the girlfriends


If I could create
my own name
I would give
myself an number
Than there would
be no-one here
to blame

Moon

Blank lined pages
& an never emptying
fountain-pen
To much to write
such little time
It will take years
before I'll write an
good sentence again
Words aren't writing
themselves
The moon tells
us an story
The story of
the night
You can only
hear it when 
your blind
We can't win this
game without an fight
I've drink so
much
I can't drink
no more


These down to
earth creations
Are based on
the history
Of all the forgotten
nations

The Ride

The next ride were
going to take
Would be the ride
of your life
Also the longest ride
you'll ever make
Now get into
my car
Put your bags
in the back
Watch out for
my old guitar
We won't stop until
the next whisky bar
Don't be scarred
don't be afraid
It won't be
that far
We will be there
at sunrise
Go to sleep
for now
I'll wake you up
when it's wise
When she
wakes up
She will find me death
behind the steering-wheel
Read my handwritten
words & worship

Yellow School Bus

The yellow school bus came

out of the corner

He was driving to fast

& could not stop

With an crazy amount

of speed he drove

in to the border

The bus went up

in flames

Burning children were crawling

out of the broken windows

It was all one big

accident is what

the bus driver claims

All the children were

burned to death

but he survived

Where was he when

the bus stood on fire

Everybody in the bus

died why is he still alive

An other story about

an yellow school bus

full of burned

death children

Wilderness Child

The wilderness child

was screaming out wild

Crying because he didn't

understand what he saw

Flying air planes

driving cars

before you know

he exiled

He ran back

to his tribe

Don't know what

to tell the chieftain

It was all to much

to describe

Come here my child

let me tell you

It was all just a dream

you've been sleeping

all the time

Everything you saw

was taboo

Truth

Does it kill you

to tell me the truth

for once

No girl I don't

want to hear

anymore lies

If you keep up

these lies just

give me silence

You tell me

you've not been 

using today

What tells that glossy 

smile on your face

& those big red eyes

At night when you lay

passed out in our bed

I just pray

Praying for the

better days I'm

the prayer of the night

Your living from

hit to hit

life's one big trip

I don't want it anymore

I want it to stop

without an fight

I can make

the pain stop

& make it disappear

I can

I am

No Reason

When my father
left us I didn't cry
I felt angry
& hurt
& abused
Never got any
reason why
He just left us
alone with nothing
here to pray for
We didn't talk
anymore
After that he chose
for the door
And we never saw
or heard from
him anymore
We've started our
new life
With an new story
& new fears
I just hope that
he got an new wife
An new family
with a dog
& child
I've never
missed him
He's out there
somewhere in the wild

Empty

The alcoholic was sitting
in an empty bar
At an empty
dark street
Sipping out of
an empty glass
He didn't care when
he got hit by an car
Remembering our own
name is an impossible game
After twenty beers
& an bottle of whiskey
It's quiet here
without the rain
Even the bartender
left this godforsaken place
Now he got a new job
with more people
& more work
Isn't dying not
just a race

Sailing

We sail to

the frozen sea

Don't know

what we'll find

& what will be

When we get

there we'll see

In the dessert of

frozen water

Where nothing moves

everything stands still

You can smell

an bird from

a mile away

There is nothing

here to kill

The ice won't break

or melt

We have to walk

(over the open field)

until it's liquid again

Carry the meat

& liquor

& gold by hand

Do you remember

the Dutchmen

High

What's life without

getting high

Without drugs poisoning

our brain

& body

I want to have

the possibility to fly

Get out of this

godforsaken place

Starting a whole

new life

& an new wife

Go back to

my birthplace

Here you can buy

drugs on the edge

of every street

Everybody used drugs

it's normal

& social

& tolerated

Getting high comes

by the speed of

an heartbeat

The problem is

getting clean

& healthy

Look out for the eyes

of the dark

They will turn you

in to a zombie

Life & Death

The soldiers are playing
the game of
life & death
Mothers crying there
eyes out about
there death
soldier son
There killing people
without thinking
& without even
meeting
They think war
is the name of
the game
But the game is
the survival of life
The harmless people
are getting the blame
It's the terrifying
endless game of
life & death

Killed

My girl was afraid
to touch the death
men's hand
He can't just keep
laying here
So I carried him
with a friend
The bullet that 
killed him came 
from my gun
I didn't want to
he asked me to
Come my girl we
have to run
& hide
Don't you see
the reality
We have just
killed someone
They want to lock
us up for life
& beyond
In an dirty dream
raping prison

Freedom

Isn't freedom not
just a word
Everybody can spill
out words
& thoughts
But we have to
spread it all 
over the world
Stop the endless
war
& murder
& hate
& death
Let the people
be free
& be happy
Dreaming about
the sweetness
& not about everything
thats bad
When can we
life again
& will this all
be done
Without them
using a gun